WOW! So Monday, we had a
"golden day," meaning we were not traveling, rehearsing, or performing ALL day. It was amazing. It was such a weird feeling to NOT actively think about the show for a full day. Eventually, I believe strongly that your body needs the break from stress, just from work in general.
Sunday night we all went bowling and had so much fun with our fellow cast mates, our familia :) It is an amazingly comforting feeling to know people have your back and will be there in the fun times and the hard times. It lets me know how much of a family we truly are becoming. I'd say I definitely got closer to a couple people on Sunday!!! ;) ;)
SO MY FIRST WEEKEND! How was it? Complicated, Accomplishing, Different, Fulfilling, FUN, Surreal, A Dream Come True. Every performance was ALL of the above. I am still in a place where numbers and choreography and notes are running through my head as I am on stage, but that will fade with time. I am a perfectionist, like most of the people in our cast, and with this show you can ALWAYS add a layer onto your performance. There are soooo many intentions , images, feelings, characters, places, especially within yourself, from which you can create your performance. It is challenging to have your layered onion-of-a-character, so to speak, complete by your "opening night." The ENTIRE cast and CREW were extremely supportive and aware of me onstage, my needs etc. It made me feel special in a way, knowing other people wanted me to succeed just as much as I want to.
This undying support includes my parents. Mom and Dad flew out to see me perform two shows on Saturday. They arrived Friday night, late, and without instruction wanted to hang out with the cast immediately :) They fit right in, having something to chat about with everyone. I hope it gave everyone a sense of home for a day, knowing they were out there supporting. I am so blessed and humbled by my personal family, everyday. Thank You Mom and Dad.
My roomies were gone this weekend :( Rebecca just got home yesterday from the wedding she was out for--beautiful by the way! We are so excited to have her back :) YAY I missed her cooking fiestas and rebecca-isms for sure. Christina left for New York early Monday morning and got home yesterday--she was so exhausted, but she brought us yummy food from New York. How she managed that--I have no clue!! Im glad everyone traveled safe and sound.
I go on for Natalie this weekend, Saturday and Sunday!! I am excited and also nervous. I feel as though I don't know her track as I did Rebecca's. This is probably because I focused on Rebecca's since the beginning of rehearsals in NY, but still. I am off to study now; we have understudy rehearsal in a few hours and then a show tonight. Thank for listening!!!
Morgan